Travel Well my Everything

Regardless, we are all equal parts that have a mission, everything has good (light, love) in it.
To learn and change we all must listen to our inner God, adapt and finally accept all pain and love.
God- Everyone looks for "it"-It is a circle making it eternal.
Planets, rocks, trees, animals, cars or "matter in general" is a piece of God. Everything has purpose.

 Everything I am trying to explain is confined to using language and words. When the reality is, this information was given to me by a presence or a feeling no words could ever define. But I will try my best.  
Like a doughnut so is the existence of everything. "God" is the empty center giving shape to everything else by giving up "its self. A doughnut has two circles, the edible part is sprinkled with variations literally containing you and me and "everything". The more important part creating the shape of the yummy snack is the emptiness of the center. God is the center circle, reliving "its self" of physical form, creates all forms. Over time the delicious sugary snack of existence needs to be eaten because that is its purpose. When a piece gets bitten off or "dies" it is now connected to the empty center by which it was created. When every last crumb of existence has been eaten it now needs to be digested. Everything that has, is or ever will be adds its own taste. Like a human body, it all comes together to be digested. Every sprinkle of thought, action or existence (etc) are analyzed individually and sorted out collecting all nutrients and using them accordingly. Nothing is ever wasted in this process however it will forever be used. The nutrients existence gives is summed up simply as knowledge. When you I or anything "dies" this shows you have learned all the information this existence had in store for you. When everything finally gathers together, all it was created to learn will be returned to the infinite emptiness we call "God". I think of God in the non-form-form, or presence of Light and Love giving it the ability to never be confined to any one physical form. Everything is a small piece to the bigger puzzle. When the pieces are put together to complete the infinite, God having studied all its combined information good and bad it is saved. (like a computer) That stored knowledge needs to forever continue like the lines on a circle connect. For this to happen there needs to be some sort of reset button or a "day" of rest. Whether that is the big bang or something completely different I do not know. God always has been and forever will continue to be, to fulfill its own purpose, to seek out more knowledge to find himself. It must restart to use its newly acquired information to try again. Here's an example: Discovery of our earthly dinosaurs gives me reason to think that over hundreds of millions of years of evolution it needed to start clean again. Like an artist making a rough draft for a book, you brainstorm get ideas and see what works for your story. We will forever hinge on this story's evolutionary rough draft yet ideas change with time and experience. We might not see the 50ft dinosaurs of old but we have found what they left behind. In fact our very existence is because of the evolutionary information collected from the past. Each generation needs to evolve and adapt or Darwinism and its laws will cover you. Just as dinosaurs evolved as will we, I do not know when but at some point I believe everything will be covered up just to be discovered new again.
Just trying to understand or study personal experiences through books or story's, gives little information compared in actuality to being that person who experienced it. Mistakes are not a good teacher, but provide more raw experience and knowledge for "God" to work with when we all return. We are only allowed to make choices in order to provide the best method for absorbing information that can later be used by "God".
In short everything is a piece of God because God made a choice. By him making a conscious choice he gave us the power of choosing because we are a part of him. So by God making a choice to split "himself" creating everything, gave him the power of potentially having infinite choices. If we are God in Infinite pieces we are the most paradoxical mastermind therapist ever thought of. By God allowing us choices he allows himself to have conflicts of his own previous answers good, bad, wrong or right. Giving himself space to question himself, find himself and ultimately return to himself by creating us. Making infinite beings who think they are there own person, thus creating an eternal cycle of non bi-st therapists. If we truly knew who we are there would be nothing left to learn. Because God continually finds himself through his creations who think they are finding themselves but are finding him. God's purpose is his creations because his creations are a mirror image of himself. Gods purpose is finding himself by losing himself in others. And our purpose is to be that part that lets God help himself. God loses himself in us so that we might all return to him to teach him more about himself. All God wants is to seek out information about himself so he sends out everything to gain knowledge and a full understand of that part of himself and that is why everything was created. God breaks himself apart into everyone and everything so he might learn more about himself.
Explanation is irrelevant to belief. No one needs to believe what I think, for my thoughts are a part of me and i'm a little piece you. I do not need any other assurance then that. I am a puzzle piece to a masterpiece. Everything has a purpose in completing this infinite masterful design of art. God is and always will be the seemingly impossible result everything wants to become. Everything has an inner light that is designed to help guide through the darkness of the unknown. We do need a rest, you can feel stuck but the beginning and ending of anything is just a choice "that choice" that impacts the final result. Your choices directly create your own result. You progress constantly even when you feel stuck, because that is the goal constant progression. Progression is why we all are here and will continue. There is no end to gaining knowledge power or mastery. Because a true master knows he is not one. Mistakes are vital to progress so it can learn and become better. Everything that has ever happened, happened for the single purpose of learning and acting on what is learned. We must take knowledge and restart a new and act on what was learned to create a different reality. God is not one being but an infinity of combined knowledge and power creating more knowledge and power for its self to find and learn from. Realizing the control that we all possess creates an alternate reality within ourselves that allows one simple thought to occur, nothing is truly impossible but is just waiting to be figured out. Everything from the smallest to largest has an inner goodness and love that cannot and will not ever be broken. In fact it is the only thing that holds all this chaos together. You are not who you think you are. Your very thoughts have been created solely not by yourself, but by others before you creating this program we call earth. Your thoughts and actions are not a direct reflection of yourself, but by the circumstances in which your experiences change and alter your perception. Like how a virus alters a computer, making it run slower or not work at all. Your true self, our true self is being hidden for a designed purpose but will only through time return our understanding of what we really are, God. You, I and everything is truly pure love and light. Impressions received through your heart and soul are a manifestation of our inner true self slowly allowing us to grasp the infinite search of understanding who we are. Light and love that will live on forever. Wouldn't the best brainwash be a person who no longer needs the connection of the brain washer. But everyday brainwashes themselves. Thus creating a robot not willing to accept something they looked for but to understand and follow the world because its easier to be told then to constantly be searching out for something better. Something better a change a resonant that is stronger in your heart and soul. God knows our minds because he is our every thought. So if "our thoughts" revealed themselves and being someone else s thoughts we would over load not understanding that you are not who you think you are. So God slowly gives us clues by talking to our souls and giving us information we can absorb at that time so we think we understand ourselves. For the most part nobody wants to know the truth so they don't find it. But like me, I stumbled upon it, although it can be an amazing thing, but to try and comprehend the vast Majesty of even the concept of space travel and distance is an overload for me. I literally "at this point" am very much so overwhelmed even by me finding my lost book and making this blog. Knowing something and not being understood by your peers can also be a destructive. But once you think about it and it finally clicks it will turn off and on again and amaze you with its chaotic simplicity. Like a math problem someone knows and doesn't understand why someone else cant just get it. When others tell you your way of existence is wrong enough times your answer you were so sure of you aren't sure of it anymore and question it. But there is no one answer to this existence but one thing that is comforting to know, You are exactly where you are supposed to be in every aspect. Everything is Good.
When you start to act on those impressions of your inner light you slowly are cleansing the very fabric of your existence of reality. Pushing out the fog which clouds the truth you might just get a short glimpse of the bigger picture. Of who God really is, it is everything around you. And you are a God that everyone keeps searching so hard to find. And that nothing is more important then another. God is bits and pieces of everything completing a broken statue to continue progress. God is pieces of good, bad, right, wrong put together to create the perfect imperfect knowledge of all things. Combining the good with the bad making it unfathomably correct with any experience. Some souls are older then others and more experienced, causing more controversy and differences between the images of our human existence. Creating the ultimate puzzle of what is truly right or wrong and letting the new souls learn and teach as they experience more. Being able to tap into our past knowledge to help guide us on this path.    

Paradox-

Everything is an array, a paradox some say.
One word that means, two very opposites it seems,
combined with all the in between's, is a paradox.
Thoughts floating in the middle of the start and end,
polar opposites together a message it can send.
Being so broken your finally fixed,
or a heavenly angel casting a demonic hex.
Ice so cold that it burns your skin,
or being so blind you can see again.
Water the very essence of life,
yet you drowned in a whirlpool ironic right?
Music so loud that it turns real quiet,
or thinking a thought but thinking nothing about it.
This entire existence doesn't even exist,
like making a firework that is flame resist.
How do we hate and also love,
buried underground so deep your above.
The sweet sound of the silence,
being a Christian converting with violence.
Light so bright your blinded by darkness,
A path so simple that no one can find it.
Solving an impossible puzzle,
eating so much fat turns to muscle.
Knowing everything about nothing,
shooting and killing someone but your bluffing.
Experiencing no experiences,
having no consequences.
Being so stuck your never progressing,
singing so loud your words go missing.
Closing a box that was never opened,
an immovable wall forced on unstoppable motion.
Being so protected you then turn vulnerable,
losing your head and asking is it noticeable.
Running so slow your incredibly fast,
Being elsewhere then the future present or past.
Making a law declaring no laws,
having no chimney for Santa Clause.
Staring intently at nothing but something,
A land mine that is perfectly safe for touching.
A thief stealing himself in a sack,
Darkness that isn't that color black.
What would you see if there is no color,
pregnant with twin boys that aren't brothers.
Drinking fluid so wet its dry,
Sun stares and burns its own eyes.
Having no fingers winning rock paper scissors,
a tropical island with constant blizzards.
Remembering something that was never forgot,
catching a cold that's never been caught.
Being bigger then everything, and smaller then nothing.
Being to real for reality, in consistence is your consistency.
Starting after you end, you disappear when you attend.
Discovering the word discovering, finding a size less ring.
A monster so scary it cant be seen,
A mirror mirroring its own glass screen.
Sword so sharp it cant be held,
trying to whisper a yell.
Silently demanding silence.
Expecting nothing to expect.
Blowing out candles in space,
saving everything you waste.
Imploding explosives.
Waiter gets less money with a tip.
Purely evil, Chaotically simple.

Reality Fatality-

The force the word reality claims,
its just life, nothings really to blame.
Reality portrays that this is all,
but discovery reveals the atom so small.
Reality is the ultimate mastermind,
truly we believe but only for a time.
Reality changes so what is truly true,
though a computer its the light inside you.
If the truth for you is that the world is flat,
without Columbus we all would believe that.
Law's like gravity are real today,
but whats real right now doesn't always stay.
Reality or truth is merely a choice,
a constant thought creating your voice.
Accepting what's told is pure chaos and trouble,
life is a dirty bath filled with dirty thought bubbles.
Thoughts are clean but this world is not,
we are all stuck thoughts left to rot.
Reality is the very acting of change,
contently showing its forceful name.
If whats real is a choice that can change,
it would make sense why reality is strange.
Because we are making the choice creating the laws,
we are scratching at the fabric of time with our claws.
If what you choose to believe is real for you,
your the master of all there is nothing you cant do.
Perceiving all the information you receive,
accepting it and learning to only take what you need.

Black Hole-

The black eternal depth of the hole in space,
without color or limits its alive and tastes.
Confusion and wonder cant describe the light thief,
we see our trust in the darkness of disbelief.
An impossible combustion made possible to see,
destruction of light blinds all reality.
Simply but surly mans words cant express,
Trying our hardest and exploiting the rest.

Oh the Opposition-

Oh how easy life can seem, when you are blind living in a dream.
Oh how simple death can be, if it was accepted as a caged soul being set free.
Oh what a surrender it would seem, if you let life slip through your fingers like catching steam.
Oh what a glory it would be, exhausted on the field of battle singing victory.
Oh the chaos is everywhere it seems, causing conflict and tragedy tearing at hopes illusion seams.
Oh the simplicity it can be, when you close your minds eye and finally see.
Acceptance of all impossible it seems, but stand like the mountain flow like the streams.
Everything just is, can it be, if that is so I have lost my identity.
Existence needs the opposites to be, one without the other no purpose to succeed.
Oh how dark, the dark can seem, but even that spec of light gives hope that shine and gleam.
Purpose for one is the other, so trust them both they accept each other.

Dark Days-

This phantom is real because I said so. And I change my mind.

Why does this phantom need someone like me,
crawling inside I am never free.
This demon this thing, put thoughts into my brain.
I cant notice until, I've lost my free will.
Breaking free of this warrior's grip,
is like walking on ice now don't you slip.
If you fall one time, he burns your mind.
With thought's and cravings from below,
it turns me into an animal.
Lasing out with anger, it blinds me from it's danger.
It never gets full or bored of torture,
it causes pain and death like the sign of the vulture.
It will pick at your bones and break your will,
tear it all apart and let your blood spill.
Even when your dead and gone,
this demon will continue to spawn.
Again and again a never ending horror,
its only true love is to slowly torture.
But the existence of demons just seemingly proves,
that there is another as long as you choose.
The life of a phantom serves it purpose,
by lighting a candle God will resurface.
Light the very center of all,
even upon demons importance to the call.
But what a tragic life it would be,
to help control others but never set free.
only knowing the search to feel real,
drives one way one goal to fulfill.
Who are we to curse at our demon,
only one path to choose who could blame them.

Will Smith, Running and Reading-

Running, learning to overcome the voice in your head. Accepting defeat knowing you will be better prepared for the next time it comes. Fight until that voice in your head becomes a choir, telling you no longer to stop but to continue on. Mind over matter, you really can do anything you set your mind to. Push a little further every time that voice tells you to slow down. Learn how to control and use that voice in every aspect of your life.
Realize that if you don't choose to even walk on the race track of life, you lose your life.

Reading, by taking past actions, results and outcomes to solving problems of your own. People have already thought the same way as you and have found some ways to help with just about anything. Listen don't be proud even if your heartfelt attempts don't turn out. Try something new or different. Read books, people think about more things so be open to more and more. Learn from others, results from the same action aren't just going to drastically change for just you. You are special, but not as much as you would think. Listen, write, read and learn from your own thoughts to help yourself and others. We all need help to find our way.

We know or knew the information before, we just need a little help remembering from our true inner goodness. Anything and everything is really a choice to be seen, you either learn and live, or hide and perish.